blog of an australian woman stomping through the treacherous minefields of pregnancy after ivf treatment and step-parenthood - any moment now she may explode and become.... the evil stepmonster
Monday, 18 August 2008
Bad news day
The hpt this morning was negative.
I have not gone in for the blood test. Not strong enough today..... maybe tomorrow, maybe next week...
It's times like this that I wish my friends didn't live half a world away. Sometimes just being within a stone's throw of someone and being able to just sit there and say it in person.
De-lurking to say oh noooo, that's so unfair. I was in beta hell about 10 days ago but with a level of 22 which I never really expected to go anywhere (but down). I was hoping that yours would go up. So sorry.
I am a 40 year old, married, cat loving, book devouring woman with PCOS. An IVF veteran, I am finally mother to a gorgeous baby girl and stepmother to 3 teenage kids. I live in a small country town but work in the city.
16 comments:
I don't have any words. I'm thinking of you. You do not deserve this shit. I'm so bloody sorry.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXXOX
Noooo! I am sorry.
Oh no! NO! I am heartbroken for you. You're in my thoughts.
OH no.
I'm so so sorry.
It's times like this that I wish my friends didn't live half a world away. Sometimes just being within a stone's throw of someone and being able to just sit there and say it in person.
XO
Pam
De-lurking to say oh noooo, that's so unfair. I was in beta hell about 10 days ago but with a level of 22 which I never really expected to go anywhere (but down). I was hoping that yours would go up. So sorry.
I just want to reach through my screen and give you a great big hug. I am so sorry. Much love to you.
I don't know what to say to express how cruel and unjust this cycle has ended. I'm so sorry :-(
OOOO F**CK - I am really sorry - damn it.
Hope you are doing okay.
oh, i'm sorry
That sucks. Very sorry.
I am so sorry.
Sorry sweetie. Take some time out. Big hug from me to you.
I am so so sorry. I wish I had the words. ((hugs))
Geez, so damn sorry.
I am so sorry. This is so not what I want you to have to go through. Lots of hugs...
I'm so so sorry. And hope that you're taking good care of yourself.
Michelle
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