Wednesday, 5 November 2008

Worried

I'm starting to get worried....

Worried that I will run out of Syn.arel and ovulate before egg retrieval
Worried that retrieval will fall on Monday when DH has made other plans
Worried that all the embryos will have chromosomal abnormalities and we'll have nothing to transfer
Worried that it won't work
Worried that it may work
Worried that we'll have another chemical pregnancy or miscarriage
Worried that I haven't done enough to ensure the success of this cycle
Worried that my future will be determined by something I have no control over

Stimming seems to be going well, I can certainly feel things growing. I have a date tomorrow with the dildo-cam, so will have a follie report and ER day by tomorrow afternoon.

PS: Congrats to the USA for making the brave choice! Now Mr Obama if you could just get on and fix the credit crisis we'd much appreciate it.

4 comments:

Bee Cee said...

Hope everything goes to plan with the cycle. It's getting to the exciting stuff now isn't it?!

And I am so pleased your lump was benign...what a relief!

I've got my fingers crossed for you.

Vee said...

I hope the worries back off.

Good Luck with the Dildo cam, I hope everything is progressing nicely for you.

Lisa said...

You're definitely in one of the most stressful phases. The days before ER bring up some of the WORST worries . . . but you will get there (and move on to the hell between ER and ET, then the double hell of the 2ww).

Hang on. Hang in. :)

Mrs M@sk said...

I always have a big list of worries too. How can you not when you have absoloutely no control?!